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Falling In Love With An Octopus

by Tim Birchard

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1.
Heart spilling over Checking all emotion Motionless, I wait for a sign Am I the biggest fool With my face turning blue? I may as well be hanging bells in the sky Falling in love with an octopus She will love you, she will leave you, she will fly Falling in love with an octopus She will capture your heart in the blink of an eye Hiding there in the coral Camouflaged, you would never know Emotive, effusive, evasive, elusive Holding you not so very long ago Feel the push-pull of the waves overhead Carefully -- no sudden moves Reaching out to touch her, getting seaweed instead Giving up 'til my surrender improves I try to fall asleep As she beckons from the deep Visions of our bodies entwined Unbelievable, it seems Or was it all just a dream? Am I losing her or losing my mind? Hiding there in the coral She's calling the shots with her silence Feel the push-pull of the waves overhead Carefully -- no sudden moves Reaching out to touch her, getting seaweed instead Giving up 'til my surrender improves
2.
I've been hungry down in Texas Where the sunsets will break your heart And I've been swimming in Puerto Rico Where I counted a million stars Motorcycled the San Juan Skyway Thought that I could almost fly Riding horseback in the mountains Taste the rain hangin' in the sky CH And oh, what a life it's been Oh, what a life Am I sure I was ever here? Oh what a life it's been Oh, what a life A kiss goodbye to all the ones I've loved so dear Watching bullfights in Tijuana Just sixteen and she's all in Weekly bar fights, dodging bottles Now 85 she tells it with a grin And I've known love; I've tasted heartache And I've held on when I should've let go I've been determined to find the answer But I confess that I still don't know CH I've been drunk in Takamatsu Where my friends helped me off the floor And I have flirted more than I ought to Pretending I don't know what's in store And I have tried to be a hero A man with a heart so pure Then I have lied and come up zero When the mirror's more than I can endure CH
3.
The clouds are getting dark There's a black flag waving I doubt this broken ship is even worth saving Not a trace of my crew now that we've run this beast aground The lapping of the waves is the only sound Out at sea on my own It looks like, for awhile I'm not going out to sea I don't think that I could brave another mutiny Everything I need Is right here within reach Guess it's time to get to work on my little beach Out in the distance, up on the shore There where resistance meets a hunger for more It's time to build my own boat I need to know that I can be Out at sea on my own Out at sea Out at sea on my own
4.
Ten thousand red flags waving proudly in the breeze Facing the gun I run to the one who promises to bring me to my knees Safe dry land Wouldn't it be nice to live a life on safe dry land? Reach into my bag of tricks Pull the pin and throw my grenade Find cover before the pain begins Isn't this how love is made? Safe dry land Wouldn't it be nice to live a life on safe dry land? Advance, vanish, repeat Got to keep on kicking your feet Rhythm of the endless waves and the heart you long to save Sensing movement, predictably you leap Advance, vanish, repeat Have you finally met your match? Offering your deepest wants, elicit the desired response Will you ever see the strings that are attached? Ten thousand red flags waving proudly in the breeze If I let you come near, my deepest fear: There will never be a cure for my disease Safe dry land Wouldn't it be nice to live a life on safe dry land?
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Outside the sun shines brightly Trees move in the wind But your blinds are drawn so tightly Ending the dance before it has a chance to begin Spitting out facts and figures Wise man in the room Each story makes you bigger Tell us: what went down, where, and to whom What a lovely way to avoid saying anything Another book of photographs The good old days in sepia tones The hall of mirrors reflecting fears Confirming you truly are alone We sit, we chat, we interact Follow a scripted course I've traveled far to genuflect In homage to the source What a lovely way to avoid feeling anything Sacrament of emptiness Chalice of futility The dead are holding forth again Enjoy your cup of coffee What a lovely way to avoid saying anything When I was younger I did not understand That you were already dead I kept on trying to make my life match up With your stories in my head But the fear in your eyes speaks volumes Pretzel logic wearing thin You've never learned how to smile And now your twilight is setting in What a lovely way to avoid feeling anything What a lovely way to avoid living at all
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Starfish 04:56
The map ran out 20 miles back and the real world disappeared from underneath our wheels No towns, no sounds, no telephone wires just the rolling of our tires I've never been this far before farther than I know As we approach the water's edge bioluminescent glow Don't you pay that old car any mind we're gonna leave the black and white world behind They can have whatever they may find me and you swimming deeper into the blue Looks like storm clouds up ahead don't you worry, just try to get some sleep Down below the raindrops will never reach us Holding my breath, holding you close in the deep Starfish, with you I go I've never been this far before farther than I know As we approach the Great Barrier Reef bioluminescent glow Me and you swimming deeper into the blue
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Savage Love 04:56
Voices in the night As you try to go to sleep Gift of second sight Another secret that you keep You see more than meets the eye Not a single soul to tell You spend your days staying in your lane Catching daylight from the bottom of a well Clown Fish floating up above Dreams of technicolor love Taste of copper on your tongue Here where mothers eat their young Aching for the one who takes you down Feel the seaweed gently brush against your cheek Look there! The passing shadow of the Clown From the safety of the dark, maybe just a little peek Chew me up and spit me out Beyond a shadow of a doubt There is nothing I can do Can't imagine losing you Clown Fish floating up above Dreams of technicolor love Taste of copper on your tongue Here where mothers eat their young A train wreck on the loose But survival is a delicate art If I but hope to slip the noose Savage love will ravage my heart Clown Fish floating up above Dreams of technicolor love Taste of copper on your tongue Here where mothers eat their young
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I know we all go None of us gets out alive Still, I thought you were larger than life You would never die You were someone I could lean on And you called me on my b.s. I figured you would always be there To help me figure our this messy life Ten thousand men around the world will call your name Countless hearts around the world remember your face Ten thousand men around the world will call your name And so will I Hearts are breaking And the world goes on Beer truck deliveries Joggers in the dawn You've been a true leader You have inspired You are a man among men With a beautiful heart on fire Ten thousand men around the world will call your name Countless hearts around the world remember your face Ten thousand men around the world will call your name And so do I
10.
I want to kiss you In the glow of paper lanterns on the beach Love has a way Of calling Shadow out to play Let's make romance And give ourselves half a chance To love before we die Death has a way Of inviting Shadow out to play Let me laugh and dance And give myself half a chance To live before I die I want to kiss you In the glow of paper lanterns on the beach

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Anxious meets Avoidant. This will be great.

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released January 24, 2022

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